Ends
ok so now I am free.
I am done with summer sessions finally. yeah.
I am typing this drinking Heineken and listening to music randomly from iTunes. I am free as a sloth. I have no idea what to do tomorrow except for going to gym to hurt my muscles. There is nobody who I want to share booze tonight in this small town. Music makes me miss my friends.
Heinekens only helped me feel good for a moment. Now I am full and closed to sober. When I keep drinking beer at a constant pace, I get sober. I don't want to have beers in rapid sequence. I need Johnny. Black would be nice.
Well, tell you the truth, I was really surprised to hear the words from her mouth. I became numb even though it was the moment I was waiting for this whole summer. No I haven't waited for the moment we talk. I've been waiting for grow apart from her. I've been questioning our relationship. Honestly, I wanted to break up with her for a couple of months whether or not I realized it or not.
Anyway I didn't expect her to initiate the conversation. She started after she finished her last class and three hours before I take final. Yes, I was stupid. I was gonna tell her what I've been thinking after we both finished our school load. She had no place to go but to be here for the summer. It was hard decision to keep my words until the class ends. But that was my decision and days were dull. I know I blew our summer.
Actually I wanted to be the one who starts our talk. I am not sad or depressed anymore. I just regret what I have done for our time and I am thinking better alternatives which I should have done.
I am done with summer sessions finally. yeah.
I am typing this drinking Heineken and listening to music randomly from iTunes. I am free as a sloth. I have no idea what to do tomorrow except for going to gym to hurt my muscles. There is nobody who I want to share booze tonight in this small town. Music makes me miss my friends.
Heinekens only helped me feel good for a moment. Now I am full and closed to sober. When I keep drinking beer at a constant pace, I get sober. I don't want to have beers in rapid sequence. I need Johnny. Black would be nice.
Well, tell you the truth, I was really surprised to hear the words from her mouth. I became numb even though it was the moment I was waiting for this whole summer. No I haven't waited for the moment we talk. I've been waiting for grow apart from her. I've been questioning our relationship. Honestly, I wanted to break up with her for a couple of months whether or not I realized it or not.
Anyway I didn't expect her to initiate the conversation. She started after she finished her last class and three hours before I take final. Yes, I was stupid. I was gonna tell her what I've been thinking after we both finished our school load. She had no place to go but to be here for the summer. It was hard decision to keep my words until the class ends. But that was my decision and days were dull. I know I blew our summer.
Actually I wanted to be the one who starts our talk. I am not sad or depressed anymore. I just regret what I have done for our time and I am thinking better alternatives which I should have done.
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